Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Thursday, June 05, 2008
"pointless drama"
Have you ever had a day where you felt everything was just flying by soooo quickly and everything is so darn stressful that you wish you could just stop time and then go to some cave somewhere or an island to figure everything out? That's how I've felt for since the beginning of spring semester and life just keeps on trucking like that.
I've just been so stressed out by the smallest things and sometimes the biggest things...it doesn't even make sense. I'm mean I really haven't had tons of things to do at once or anything...I'm taking a summer class and working but that's it....I just feel like everything needs to stop and I need to just sit down and figure out what the heck is going on.
What's really difficult is the fact that I feel like I have no time to hang out with my friends and they won't always be around...they've got crazy lives too.
The worst thing though, is that I feel so far away from God right now....it freaks me out. It's not that I've stopped praying...I just feel so empty all the time...sigh* Please pray for me and anyone else going through the same things.
I've just been so stressed out by the smallest things and sometimes the biggest things...it doesn't even make sense. I'm mean I really haven't had tons of things to do at once or anything...I'm taking a summer class and working but that's it....I just feel like everything needs to stop and I need to just sit down and figure out what the heck is going on.
What's really difficult is the fact that I feel like I have no time to hang out with my friends and they won't always be around...they've got crazy lives too.
The worst thing though, is that I feel so far away from God right now....it freaks me out. It's not that I've stopped praying...I just feel so empty all the time...sigh* Please pray for me and anyone else going through the same things.
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